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Aleshia
Brevard
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Brevard lives, works, and communes with the redwoods in the Santa
Cruz mountains of California. She is the author of The Woman I Was Not Born
to Be (Temple University Press 2001). After many years as an actress in
film, television, and theatre, she taught stagecraft and directed main stage
productions at East Tennessee State University. More and more, she finds herself reflecting on the choices and events that shaped her into the woman she is today. Following is an example of her philosophical ruminations: According to the laws of logic, an entity cannot be other than itself. From the beginning, or so it now seems, I realized this to be my truth. To live as anything other than my feminine self was unthinkable. I had to be the female I recognized myself to be, despite the fact that the pediatrician had noted "Sex: Male" on my birth certificate. To breathe life and passion into my true being meant I could not be bullied into gender conformity. I knew that unless I followed my dreams, I would very likely end up in the dead center of nowhere. Would I take the journey that brought me to this place again? You betcha. Would I advise anyone to follow in my footsteps? Not on your tintype! On second thought, neither would I advise a drama student to pursue theatre as a profession. Acting is fraught with risks-though perhaps not as many pitfalls as gender reassignment still presents. In either case, if young actors and/or transsexuals have the required strength and fortitude, they will (dare I say, must) follow their own paths. They do not need my encouragement; I can speak for no one other than myself. This book offers a series of signposts along a gender path that has worked for me. It is about the lifetime spent living, embracing, and glorifying my truth as a woman. Who knows about the future? Gender reassignment is in its infancy. As for me, I'm grateful I was wise-and lucky-enough to become the woman I was born to be. |
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The Woman I Was Born to Be |
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For
nearly 50 years, Aleshia Brevard hid the fact that she was not born female
from her friends, stepchildren, fellow actors and actresses, film producers,
students and university administrators, and even from her four husbands.
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